Okay so I just finished typing a long paragraph about stuff and just deleted it because it was ridiculously boring! I'm done put a fork in me...am I going to be boring now for the rest of my life...are my kids going to suck all the creative juices from me! Am I now doomed to cut all my hair off and wear high riding mom jeans...I swear I see it all happening...one day you'll see me at the grocery store in my robe and slippers. Crap. The thing is I love being a mom to my little savages, it's awesome...there are so many moments in my day that I am incredibly happy and elated that I have this time with my children. One man said "Moments are the molecules that make up eternity" and I think about that a lot. I try to slow things down, take things off my proverbial plate so I can be centered enough to appreciate 'moments'. Like today I was able to watch Roen sleep and coo, and when he woke up we just smiled at each other and I felt like my heart was about to explode with so much love, or just listening to Fisher, he says the funniest, sweetest, and naughtiest things...sometimes my little savage can be so sweet my heart just melts. It's such an amazing time but really hard and trying and at times I feel like I am going absolutely mad! So that's the stuff going on in my life right now and it's not bloggable (yep I'm making up words now, Fisher does it, why not me)...I guess I should say this part of my life isn't translating well...I feel like this part of my life is being written in my heart, and trust me I know how cheesy that sounds.
Alright if you read all of that I need to give you something: Hmmm I'm biking again and a few weeks ago I rode 70 miles which was pretty awesome I love love love love being back on the bike. I am currently training for a ride in NorCal in October it's not a huge ride it's a century but it does have a lot of climbing which will be very painful especially if I don't lose most to hopefully all my baby weight. I think I will talk and rant about this ride quite a bit in future posts.
3 comments:
YAY - some pictures! =) WHAT a cutie that Fisher is. And Roen is precious!! Can't wait to meet them. =) Let us know when you guys go to interview in GJ - maybe we could meet you there and show you around.
Ohhh, such cute pictures.
A red head! Yeah! I love the name Roen! love it.
And, I knew you had it in you. I was just waiting to here you spill the beans about all the sentimental lovey mom stuff that happens to all of us. It's wonderful isn't it? :)
Don't cut your hair off. You can be a mom and still be gorgeous. You won't be able to help it of course.
Love you.
I hear what you are saying! Sometimes I feel like life is passing by and I can't soak it in enough or I can't document how I feel. Or what exactly should I write to capture my day! Congratulations on the little one:) I cant believe you have already ridden 70 miles, I thought 4 miles to school and back and then again in one day was going to do me in!!
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