Choice

I have been trying to eat better...you know clean up the diet and get rid of junk...(and in turn get junk out of the trunk)....well that was until yesterday. Seth's Mom comes up once a week to watch Fisher while I go to work. I only really work one day a week...it's nice. Well to thank her I wanted to get her these dark chocolate mint sandwiches...well I went to Bluebird chocolate to get some...but they were out...but while I was there I had to pick up a few caramels and these sugar free raspberry jelly sticks that I love! Of course I ate them all with little to no self control...it was like popping popcorn. Now I need to go to the Bluebird Restaurant because they sell Alvahs Chocolate...not Bluebird chocolate...it was a little confusing...and they had the chocolate I needed...and more...so I bought a few pieces there...and of course ate them all within an hour...this was all before dinner. I tell you I had the worst stomach ache. I knew that if I made the choice to eat nothing but delicious chocolates before or after dinner I would indeed get a stomachache...and I did. Sometimes I hate my free agency, mainly I hate my lack of self control. On the upside...Seth did offer me a rootbeer float and I said 'no way' and then I wanted it more than ever....but I did not give in. It's a small victory.

This is Fisher with his food self control...when he's done he pretends to be asleep.